The Beginning

So uhh hi i guess, well there not much to say about me just that im a 16 year old trying to get through life. Im in colorguard and if you guys dont like it you can all go away cause its pretty dang hard. I've hit my face so many times its not even funny. My parents arent doing so well liike they have their fights and it gets pretty bad. I think thats part of the reason why i started this blog thing was because i need to vent. Everybody has issues and stuff but we all need to just talk aboutthem idk be heard i guess. Basically my life isnt perfect...hell whos is and its only a matter of time before my parents really go at it and something bad happens. My little sister doent really no whats going on and i dont have the courage to tell her cause i dont want to see her breakdown and cry. Sometimes i do that....just cry cause i cant do anything else. and you know that saying "crying isnt gonna do you good." ? well i oppose of that statement...it actually help relieve everything thats inside and helps me get all the stress out. But i cant help wonder if maybe things tht are suppose to happen for a reason arent always good reasons. Like if my parents were to split up my sister and i would spit up...my mom would go into a depression my sister would be lost without me and me...well id be the one holding up the tent. Lets just say things that happen arent always for the better. Cant really explain much more than that except i hope things turn out okay. Yup thats my sad story oh and i dont have a date to homecomeing! Yes Very sad i mean this guys matt who i really like always flirts with me texts me like everynight and i thought he was gonna ask but...NO! he didnt well i dont need a man to complete me ahaha look at my parents Gah! My ex, Kevin, was a total douche bag i hope thats how you spell it, anyways he was way to clingy and protective i couldnt do anything with out him being RIGHT THERE. It was rediculous and ughh just plain annoying. SO i broke up with him over text. yeah i know how horrible but i was too afraid to do it in person. Im not really one for confrontation so i try to avoid situation like that. Grrr makes me mad.
Song of the Day You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift :D